i know i’m just a friend to you…that i will never get to call you mine….BUT I STILL LOVE YOU. IM SORRY. IM SORRY, I LOVE YOU, I DIDNT MEAN TO SAY WHAT I SAID. I MISS YOU I MEAN IT I TRY NOT TO FEEL IT BUT I CANT GET YOU OUT OF MY HEAD !!!
This might too soon to wrap things up, this year, but until now I feel that I have to release this thing out before I give up.
“ At first, I thought things could go really well for me a fresh start, but I was wrong. I didn’t achieve that vibe or even I can, what would it be Empty? Instead, I did breed, for the things I encountered with, to many people and situations. And when it get real dark. I’m so sure that you barely know how to breathe.”
I’ve been thinking, for a while about my feeling and my obstacles. Too achieve, I think I have to use my positive thoughts leads the way.
I have to reflect on my every day mood. What was I feel? What is the thought and outcomes of things? What did I learn? and most importantly, How I can grow up out of it.
I Felt a little dizzy today. don’t know why I feel this pain. After that, my left shoulder hurts, which I dunno why it happen😂
that made me upset for a while and I get up and continue working on my project again. and then coming to the question that “Why this is so hard, not hard but why am I not passing it yet?”
then I realized, the chance of this problem is that I can learn and capable of initiation of each experiment. and for now, I just wish and can get thru this really soon.
